Friday, January 27, 2006
lookie here...
"Associate Defaming Orientations Regarding Establishments" eh... ha! ;g
iFLEW @ 6:45:00 pm
The Space Between
Dave Matthew's Band
You cannot quit me so quickly
There's no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you, love
The space between
The tears we cry
Is the laughter that keeps us coming back for more
The space between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain
But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Like 'Will it rain today?'
We waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted games we're playing
We're strange allies
With warring hearts
What a wild-eyed beast you be
The space between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain
Will I hold you again?
Will I hold...
Look at us spinning out in
The madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like a devil
In a church in the middle of a crowded room
All we can do, my love
Is hope we don't take this ship down
The space between
Where you're smiling high
Is where you'll find me if I get to go
The space between
The bullets in our firefight
Is where I'll be hiding, waiting for you
The rain that falls
Splash in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into your room
The space between
Our wicked lies
Is where we hope to keep safe from pain
Take my hand
'Cause we're walking out of here
Oh, right out of here
Love is all we need here
The space between
What's wrong and right
Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you
The space between
Your heart and mine
Is the space we'll fill with time
The space between...
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I discovered this song from an MTV Award show or something, they were performing live. It is VERY rare for me to catch a song sang live and like it ah but I fell in LOVE in this ah.. I think the music is fab, listen out for the guitar and drums ah.. And the play with rhythm, fast, slow, heavy drumming, soft. Ah, love it. Enjoy!
iFLEW @ 1:25:00 pm
Let's... Let's stay together....
My mother is convinced that some mat nama Dean is coming to masuk meminang me because of some dream. Every now and then when she's talking to me she'd add, macam mana Dean? I think.. she's been watching too much Haryati (which has 2 Din's). Coupled with Mencari Mimpi (Dean = Hans Isaac, now
this is a Dean I don't mind marrying). I think she's scared I'd suddenly declare to her I wanna get married, she's preparing herself. Ha! Well, she doesn't have to worry..
I've decided that school aint that bad. Must be the people.
OH my friend Kak Huda commented that she can't imagine me as a Social Worker THIS GOES OUT TO EVERYBODY WHO THINKS I'M FRIENDLY yup I agree whole-heartedly I can't imagine so myself.
It's different la, being
naturally friendly and trying to be so, because of circumstances or what. Sometimes I really am the sorta person who prefers to hide in large groups so I won't feel obliged to talk, there are others to do all the talking.. And I don't like people to expect me to initiate conversations, it works both ways la, you don't talk I wont talk. Sometimes I don't feel the need to talk at all.. Silence can be comforting too..
My internet connection is down (my fault, I tried to godeh-godeh, aksyen pandai nak reconfigure my wireless connection, now can't even use LAN), so if you've been missing seeing my nick on msn, my sympathies out to you, but I really can't do much about it.
Be rest assured though that the feeling is mutual really.
I miss my twin ( my real one, not you, kamie). Can't wait for our date.. I miss seeing her name in my inbox la, always the 1st one I click on, and getting excited to write to her, like for pages and pages and choosing a song line to end the mail with.
I miss ISK ISK ISK!!! Who's back yesterday after 3-days field camp and whom I'm forever supposed to meet up with but always last min kena cancel.. Sorry isk.. Pls don't hate me. I still want my birthday present. HAHAA.. We need to go to esplanade and boat quay and all our other favourite places in the world. And I got you something so WE NEED TO MEET THIS WEEKEND! Or I might just decide to keep it for myself. MUAHAHA.
I kinda miss talking to selengeh and hearing funny funny stories. It's so hard to find opp to talk to you lar that it's both weird and funny. Who asked you to be so famous? When you gonna sing???
I miss khatib gang- muk and fadz.. Ha.. korang gi sekolah bad timings la.. Tomorrow to bedok libr TOTALLY must go together lar... EHHH haha fadz just entered libr and sitting in front of me now hee! Oh but he ignored me sey when I SO excitedly waved at him. I'm MORTIFIED now at his lack of love. Go away fadz.
And fh. My babe-watch partner. I like your hair..
I
don't miss hafie whom I see almost everyday and kamie too. Haha!
And a certain badak who really is intensifying my lesbo tendencies more than anything.
Off to lunch! With my non-missed pple.
iFLEW @ 10:14:00 am
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Dinner at Lau Pa Sat
Got introduced to Picasa by Google! Loving it so far.. Anw, here's the 1st picture pile I did.. Nice eh.. Love the effect, love the pix, love the pple! Pls tell me we're meeting up for my birthday...... *begs*
iFLEW @ 12:18:00 am
Friday, January 20, 2006
Drops of Jupiter
Train
Now that she's back in the atmosphere,
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey
She acts like Summer and walks like rain,
Reminds me that there's time to change,hey
Since the return from her stay on the Moon,
She listens like Spring and she talks like June, hey
But tell me, did you sail across the Sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded?
And that heaven is overrated
And tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?
Now that she’s back from that soul vacation,
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey,
She checks out Mozart while she does Tae-bo,
Reminds me that there’s room to grow, hey
Now that she’s back in the atmosphere,
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol’ jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly
So he never did land
But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day,
And head back to the Milky Way?
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind?
Was it everything you wanted to find?
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken?
Your best friend always sticking up for you
Even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance?
Freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had, and me
But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day,
And head back toward the Milky Way?
And tell me did you sail across the Sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded?
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself...?
And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day?
And did you fall for a shooting star?
Fall for a shooting star
And now you're lonely looking for yourself out there...
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You know certain songs you really love, so you listen over and over and over until one point where you actually got qt sick of it? Then after a long while of not hearing it, it suddenly plays, and you fall in love with it all over? Ok that was not it for me for this song (haha!).. because I memang love it and still am listening to Tanya Chua's fab cover of it in my mp3 player.
But yesterday hearing the 3some band perform it at IndoChine bar at Wisma made me fall in love with it more. I guess now everytime I hear it I'd associate it with mixed ice cream in bread and lotsa lotsa smiles. And I'd smile thinking about that.
Hope this song make yall smile too.. In one way or another..
(Not hard with the line "the best soy latte".. I mean, what IS that? haha..)
iFLEW @ 10:38:00 pm
And all the roads we have to walk are winding..
Hello world.
I am now killing about 84% of all cells in my body by choosing to sit in an Arctic of a library, wasting my time on nonsenseness rather than work, because my cash card is low on moolah and my bank acct is so too so I can't top up and I can't zap all my readings so I can't read, and I don't want to go home yet because my dad just called and told me to go home straight after I'm done with school because my room is in a mess and he wants it cleared so OF COURSE I should STAY AWAY instead haha.
If I'm any more attractive I could probably sell myself and get instant cash, but I figured God must have loved me and wanted to protect me so He made me as I am, i.e. selengeh. Alhamdulillah.. But back to the main topic of concern I am really low on $$ and it doesn't help that my tutee's mother wants to start tuition only from Feb onwards and my sister's sister-in-law is only offering me $80 per head for her kids even though one of the boys is already in sec 4.
Ha.. My brother wont be happy about that too. He wants me to get as much $$ as I can make so he wouldn't have to pay my monthly $100 transport fare so he can put them into his KAHWIN acct instead. My bro and his kahwin. Now I wish she wasn't that pretty so my bro wont be so excited. I kinda need him for myself now.
(ok I was REALLY kidding abt the pretty and excited comment now, pple, sheesh.)
Anyway. I really wanna share some stfs (STUFFS!! *shouts in zahzah's face, tho she really doesn't read this.*) that I got off my relationship skills lec yesterday. The stfs (STUFFS) in italics are really my own elaborations, and they may sound a lil crappy but cut me some slack, I try.
Thoughts about TRUST:
- Trust is a complex subject.
Who really understands it? It's just like trying to understand love. But who cares, just like love, we know it's essential and we just know we need it in order to interact effectively with other pple.
- Trust exists in relationships, not in personality.
I like this one and I think this is a good reminder to all of us. I trust you because you're my good friend, not because you're nice and friendly and listen to my shits like you've nothing better to do. A person may be this whale of a gangster but you can trust him. On the other hand, he may be all nice and chummy but you can't. Not because he's really out to harm you or anything. Maybe he's just really mulut becok who can't keep his mouth shut even if his life depends on it (hahaa doesn't this reminds you of somebody... *nudges Hafie* u know I know.. :D). Basically, the greater the rapport that you have with a person, the greater the sense of trust that you may share with that person.
- Trust constantly changes.
-with the evolution of the relationship. There may be something that a person did that made you gain your trust in him, or lessen . Or as the relationship between the 2 of you strenghtens or weakens.
- Trust is hard to find, easy to destroy.
Need I say more?
- Key to building trust is trustworthiness.
Trust will continue as long as trustworthiness continues. You can't expect that fella to trust and continue trusting you if you keep breaking his trust right? Prove you deserve the trust 1st then consciously and conscientiously MAINTAIN it. Trust needs to be fed.
- Appropriate trust.
And trust must be fitting la. Cannot anyhow anyhow then trust. Burn yourself only..
Remember, cooperation increases trust, competition decreases it. That's why some people get so suspicious when you wanna borrow their notes or what, competition man! That's why study groups are good. You work together and get smart together. Haha.. Ok tt comment was purely random.
(Johnson, 2000, Reaching out. Chp 3)And you know sometimes, people may not tell you certain truths not because they are nasty or what.. It's just that they want to protect themselves. Just like in social work, some clients may not tell the worker certain things to protect their family etc.. So the worker can't give up on them la but maybe could instead find the reasons why.
Food for thought.
Ok! My gd fren is waiting for me in the forum! Gotta run!!
iFLEW @ 5:16:00 pm
Monday, January 16, 2006
Ladeeda~
Ok I uploaded more pix to my yahoo photo.. Very lazy to like put up the links now, so for the meantime, pls be satisfied with this **
one**.
It's the same link u can find under my tagboard- 'the romantics (all albums)', but i know all of u are lazy pple who never bother to scroll down that column..
Yea basically, u can find err, all albums, yea, there. Recently uploaded ones nclude 3j pix, SSK prize presentation, persuratan bbq at Katak's.. etc. Do check them out.. Funny shits.
Verrrrry sleeeeeeepy..
My birthday's in 3 weeks time pple!Hahah. *grins*
iFLEW @ 1:11:00 am
Friday, January 13, 2006
The Way You Look Tonight
Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way you look tonight.
Yes you're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.
With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.
Lovely ... Never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it ?
'Cause I love you ... Just the way you look tonight.
iFLEW @ 2:49:00 am
I KNEW IT.
She IS younger than me ler... And I guessed her from the start. Heh, I'm good...
Talking about my brother's wife-in-mind.
One year only tho. Now she's studying Syari'ah in Malaysia.. will be graduating in 2 years. Honestly speaking, she's matured beyond her years, I personally hafta testify to that. And she's nice, takes care of her adab, pretty! And very good with kids (I assume.. She does have like 7 other adiks under her or sthg.)
Imagine at this age, discussing about future plans, budget, timeline for engagement then wedding then life after marriage. At this age. I don't thk I can do that, I won't be wise enough. Not now.
But the talk with my bro really sedarkan me on a few things that I would have known but often overlook. For one thing, it's my peradaban. I guess I'm too old to blame it on secular upbringing. I need to know where the limits lie and keep safe before those lines. Consciously.
Another thing is probably about the relationship itself. That it should be ultimately because of Him and not
him. I think it would be lovely, and essential, to have someone whom i can explore and further strengthen my faith with. None of us are perfect, and there is always so much more to learn. As long as we don't give up on ourselves, insyaAllah He wont give up on us.
Last but probably the one tt struck me the most, was my bro's lil story. In an email he mentioned that he doesn't think he's good enough for her (She is reeeeally good, I tell you.). And she replied, only Allah is in the position to judge whether he is.
SO keep that in mind, people! Whenever you feel a lil low, that you're not as setanding, or seglamer, or sekacak semanis sebaik sealim the other person, believe in this:
Wallahu'alam. :)
Yay! I'm so glad my bro's back. At like 4 plus yest morning sey, touched down 3.45am. Who cares. He brought back lotsa food! I love food. *dances*
Anywaaaaaay...I had a great time just now. A crazy, sakit jiwa and jantung, memory-worthy time. Hm, what will be will be, yea.. Only He knows what's best for us all.
:)
iFLEW @ 2:21:00 am
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
scum.
Julianne Potter: I'm pond scum. Well, lower
actually. I'm like the fungus that feeds on pond scum.
Michael O'Neill: Lower. The pus that infects the mucus that cruds up the fungus
that feeds on the pond scum.
~My Best Friend's Wedding. (1997)
Haha! I can't rmbr why we were trying to rmbr this in the 1st place, though. Do you, Kamie?
iFLEW @ 3:10:00 pm
I am a (wo)man of steel. Heheh..
Don't worry.
Here's to no regrets!
:)
OH yea, selamat hari raya aidiladha everyone!I miss my bro.. No him, no one to vacuum the house.... *mopes* Hahah!
iFLEW @ 2:33:00 am
Monday, January 09, 2006
You are perasan and OBJECTIVE to the max.
(haha.. You know I know..)
But yea, just to make you happy, I'm happy. ;)
iFLEW @ 9:38:00 am
Sunday, January 08, 2006
3-2. Heh.
He admits! I've won! Not even 2 full days yet.. Haha.. *dances*
iFLEW @ 10:49:00 pm
Angels or Demons
Dishwalla
this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside
I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see
still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
iFLEW @ 10:28:00 pm
just another rainy sunday afternoon
I was reading Kamie's blog and I was really drawn to a couple of paragraphs she had. With(out) her permission, lemme extract some stfs:
i had a conversation with my sister and she told me, it's inevitable that you eventually attract someone you hadn't intended to attract because you
are most at ease with that person. he or she sees you in your whole complete
raw vulnerable open state. you're yourself, and not putting up a front trying
desperately to impress them in order to attract them. he or she may appreciate
your sincerity and honesty with them and grow to like the enduring qualities
they get to see in the real you. it is a positive thing really, because he/she
won't have any shocking "surprises" when they have decided to take things to
another level with you [if they do.]. hahahaha. so. moral of story (no. 2): be yourself. insya Allah, the guy/girl you've been admiring will notice just how
special you are. (: [amin. HAHAHA.]
while we're still on the topic of admiration, let's say you're being yourself, doing your own thang like you always do, and should. somehow the idiotic guy or girl you've been admiring doesn't seem to show any interest in you or notice how amazing an individual you are [i firmly believe everyone is. hey, we've got our own blend of strengths and weaknesses, combination of negative and positive traits or qualities haven't we?]. or maybe he/she secretly does but wont ever tell you? *gasps* so you wonder, "why? you moron. i'm not invisible k. Buter nak mampus blahblahblah.. Go get your eyes checked!!!! -BISH- [kicks a table to vent out frustration]" [rotfl.] BUT. think you can take comfort in the fact that at least you have been blessed with a friend or an acquaintance who is sweet/intellectual/sincere/funny/reasonswhyyoulikehimorher, and can enjoy his or her
sweetness/intellect/sincerity/funniness/allpositivequalitiesassociatedwithhimorher in your life. and hence, you should be glad that you have come across such a person along the long winding road that is your life. there could be a lot of things you can learn, or a deeper level of maturity that you can reach from your relationship with him/her. so regard it as a nikmat. a gift. don't be selfish and want him/her all to yourself lah. haha.
(ok, i MEANT to extract, but takut if i chopped it and I'd destroy it. Hence. Haha.. Credits to kamie. And her sis.)
I shall keep my comments to myself.
ANW, my bro won't be spending raya with us this Tues because he's away in Sydney for some Qurban matters for Saff and won't be back til Thurs. :( Only me and the parents sent him at the airport early last Friday morning, so it was quite a quiet, and nice, affair. I took a short vid using the cam of us in action; was supposed to get my parents to leave some message so that my bro could look at it whenever he misses us, but my mum was forever the "alu-alu cat" (as how my nephew mus'ab used to call it) and refused to say anything, even when my dad tickled to tease her (that was cute, was glad I caught it on cam). My dad said "selamat mengorban kambing" (he was OFF the point) and I said "selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin".
At one point during the wait for him to check in, my mum told me to accompany my bro to draw money and get drinks. And he used that perfect opp to drop the bomb on me. "Nurul, I think I go ahead 1st ah.." Haha! So much for getting married together.
He said, insyaAllah he's attached, and he has talked to my elder bro and sis in law abt it, and roughly he planned to merisik, tunang and kahwin within the next 2-3 years. That was fast, I said. But he countered with some seemingly reliable Islamic thgies, which I don't dare try to republish here in case I got it wrong, and besides, he would really like to ikut Sunnah Rasulullah saw and get married at 25. Ok lar, I wish him the best of luck.
Hmm, I thk this is abt the time I'd get pretty possessive of him. Haha.. Just like how it was with my elder bro. He wouldn't tell me who's the girl! Becaaaausee.. then I'd DEFINITELY know because she too is in Saff. The only clue he gave, just like minutes before he went in the gates (he whispered so that my parents wouldn't hear) that her name starts with N and ends with H. BIG HELP, man. Oh, before that I asked him whether she's younger than me and he wouldn't tell. But he said, "So if she's older, then ok eh?" and I said "ok!" Haha.. It'd just be weirddd for me to have a younger sis-in law lar.. I hope she's pretty and beriman and good with kids and can layan my bro well enough. And me and my parents too! Haha, we come with the package. :D
Hmm... Besides thaaaat.....
Shan pointed out that technically I've won because Katak said in his blog "N HUDA i dont care, its 2-2 now.. " Now that's DIRECT communication isn't it? Haha.. But Katak still hasn't acknowledged my nick regarding this and I'm afraid if I prompt him he'd use that against me. It's ok. I'd wait.. Heheh.. The good thing that came out of this? I got to talk to Perfect! He said "Hi." *grins*
Oh, Shan dedicated avril lavigne's
Complicated to me at the bbq yesterday using Atikk's tablet pc. And he
sorta knows chunks of
my story. So, haa!
Well... was talking to Shad the other day and I just fellllt the thing abt waiting is, it involves time. And
things change with time. Have certain things change? Or
would they change with more waiting? Hmm..
Burger for dinner. Bye!
iFLEW @ 6:11:00 pm
2-2! Decider NEXT! He's going DOWN.
Rabak..
Only 1 day into the bet we both made 2 slips already! Ok no, I'd like to differ. I did NOT talk to him sey the 2nd time.. He ah perasan, think I was looking at him when I was in fact making a GENERAL comment. Haha.. It's all because of Arly's bbq just now ah.. But he made 2 pure natural slips because he SO CANT LIVE WITHOUT TALKING TO ME la.. (hahaa.. How I wish he's actually reading all this..)
Now this is a nice distraction. :)
Sleepy..
iFLEW @ 2:03:00 am
Saturday, January 07, 2006
Be on MY SIDE.
Ok people. I have an
important announcement to make.
As of 2 min ago at 4 o'clock, me and katak have unofficially broken all contacts we have of each other- NO msn, NO sms, NO talking (except that we're allowed to kutuk each other with hand gestures). The wager- a treat at the newly opened halal ramen store at far east. Duration- 2 weeks, ie til Fri 20th Jan 2005 0000h.Hahaa.. No we're not fighting or anythg.. We're still good friends ah.. hahaa..
Ok, here's the thing, I may need to engage in you pple's help to like
relay msg to the katak. Pls, for the sake of the love between you and I,
aid me in this quest. PLeeeeeeease.... Hahaa
This is exciting. 2 weeks! wish me luck! :)
iFLEW @ 4:02:00 am
Friday, January 06, 2006
caught in a landslide
I spent new year at negeri orang sey.. Happening right.. ;P Hmm 3J jr was really great.. In md noor's words, full of fun and laughter, Alhamdulillah.." Ok I have approximately 30 min before I have to rushrush siap for my non-date at sg sci ctr later.. Lemme recap the happy stfs from the trip across 3 states..
no 1 high: the waterfall at gombak. Imagine after a whole day of sweat, mudcrawl, buttslide, thrashing through the above-knee level of muddy river that has the consistency and colour of a mocha ice cream, I swear.. the waterfall was definitely the best possible reward we could have. I'd post the pic of it if I have it, but I dun. I'll steal off fadzli later..
no 2 high: cam whoring on NYE esp with my NYE celebrations grp namely muk, fadz, md noor azmeer, shan, harun and the 2 aj girls suliyati and farhana- to, at and from klcc. All the way man.. Hahaa.. That was fun giler.. Posing for the various photos beats watching the fireworks spectacle hands down man! Haha, and the fireworks display was awesome at that! Sidetracking abit if I may, abt the fireworks, it lasted like close to 10 mins.. They kept coming and coming.. My fav was definitely the golden rain ones.. So nice. 2 pix below!
THIS, is the HOT GIRL, Nadiah. Being fledged by 2 other hotstfs, Arly (black) and Hanom, in front of the fan.
Sempat posing in the middle of the walkway.. This is just minutes before 12mn.
(and at this point I wished I had taken pix of the fireworks to put here, but unfortunately, I only have videos of them. Oh well.)
Nice nice NYE and later on NYD. Oh yea, back at the hotel, a grp of us dint sleep all the way til subuh sharing ghost stories sey. Haha.. FUn Fun!
no 3 high. BRIDGE in the bus with katak, shan, nadiah and harun. Heh.. no THREE eh.. I love bridge.
no 4 high. Eating Auntie Annes Almond pretzel SECRETLY with muk and diyana, complete with CHOCOLATE and CARAMEL dips. Oh. SInful. Haha.. And we were late for the mass dinner. Haha.. Sajer jerr.. OH the walk in the rain to the warong for dinner after that was nice too!
no 5 high. Seeing the pic of me and "Mak" and "Abah" at the sungai Pahang and discovering that "Abah" and I have the same smile! Haha.. I thk I had a Freudian crush on him lar.. Haha!
no 6 high. Riding the elephant! Her ears were flapping against my legs lar! It felt like being on a motion simulator! Only MUCH cooler.
no 7 high. Eating Gelato with muk shan and fadz while walking to Petaling Street from Sungai Wang. Rasperry and Strawberry yoghurt, and Caramel with Kinder Bueno. Oh my.. That was nice.
no 8 high. Knowing pple, and knowing the pple I already know, better. :)
EHHHHH... I was trying to add photos lar to like go together with the HIGHS.. but cannot!! dunno why.. Ok!! I gotta rush off if not I'd have to do ketuk ketampi for every minute I am late! Argh! How cruel a punishment. I'll try again later!!
BUt before I go.. I must say.. I do not like it when people tell me "You and bla are compatible" "oh u look good with bla" yadda yadda.. Don't do that. You're not even considering how *I* feel. And how DO I feel? A lil confused, honestly.. And frustrated. I think I'm getting ready to run..
But don't give up on me.
ok Ta!~
iFLEW @ 12:08:00 pm
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
Menanti sebuah jawaban - padiView more
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Yashi Padiaku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
aku tlah terpagut oleh cintamu
menelusup hariku dengan harapan
namun kau masih terdiam membisu
sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu
betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
semoga kau tau isi hatiku
dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku
sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendekap penuh harapan mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu
sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendekap penuh harapan mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu
aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
iFLEW @ 2:52:00 pm
