Monday, August 28, 2006
Plush
Inspired to look up this song by Jonathan Leong and Toby from rockstar supernova.
Anw, from during MS1101E lec I crashed last tues....
Tok Din: (on objectification of nature) It's believing that ...... a frog is a frog, and not when kissed becomes a prince.
Me to Fadzli: But sometimes princes are frogs.
;)
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(Stone Temple Pilots)
And I feel that times a wasted go
So where ya going to tommorrow?
And I see that these are lies to come
Would you even care?
And I feel it
And I feel it
Where ya going for tommorrow?
Where ya going with that mask I found?
And I feel, and I feel
When the dogs begin to smell her
Will she smell alone?
And I feel, so much depends on the weather
So is it raining in your bedroom?
And I see, that these are the eyes of disarray
Would you even care?
And I feel it
And she feels it
Where ya going to tommorrow?
Where ya going with that mask I found?
And I feel, and I feel
When the dogs begin to smell her
Will she smell alone?
When the dogs do find her
Got time, time, to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it
When the dogs do find her
Got time, time, to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it
Where ya going for tommorrow?
Where ya going with that mask I found?
And I feel, and I feel
When the dogs begin to smell her
Will she smell alone?
When the dogs do find her
Got time, time, to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it
When the dogs do find her
Got time, time, to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it
To find it
To find it
To find it
iFLEW @ 12:31:00 am
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Dance, this is the way they loved
" From the other side of the table, as if he had guessed what I was thinking, he raised his glass in a toast. "To love," he said.
I could tell that he, too, was a little drunk. So I decided to take advantage of the opening. "To those wise enough to understand that sometimes love is nothing more than the foolishness of childhood," I said.
"The wise are only because they love. And the foolish are foolish only because they think they can understand love," he answered. "
By The River Piedra I Sat down and Wept
~Paul Coelho
iFLEW @ 12:34:00 am
Friday, August 11, 2006
Cute kids shd be banned!
Guess what lar...
I'm at my eldest sis' hse again helping my parents babysit the kids... Then.. My niece pooped in her pants lar!!! Sheesh.. Orang suruh pakai pampers, tanak.. Abih dia habiskan sey business dia kat seluar tu jugak, orang sikit-sikit ajer ah.. Daaaah hamba ni jadi "bibik" betul (maid) kener berus seluar-seluar dia... Abih senyum-senyum..
Ini dia culprit nyer...
Tengok.. muka tak guilty langsung. Tak guna.. Haha.. This is after I mandikan her again..
And my heartfelt gratitude to my bro in law for giving me the encryption key for his wireless! Woohoo!! I love cool pple!!
Anw, I'm going for the fireworks fest later!! *dances*
bye. :)
iFLEW @ 1:46:00 pm
About Her
(Malcolm McLaren)
my babe's got a heart,
like a rock thats in the sea
my babe's got a heart,
like the rock thats in the sea
well no one told me about her,
the way she lied
no one told me about her,
how many people cried
my babe's got a heart,
like a rock thats in the sea
my babe's got a heart,
like the rock thats in the sea
well no one told me about her,
the way she lied
no one told me about her,
how many people cried
but its too late to say you're sorry,
how would i know, why should i care
please dont bother trying to find her,
she's not there
well no one told me about her(x2)
how many people cried,
but its to late to say you're sorry,
how would i know, why should i care,
please dont bother tryin to find her,
she's not there
she's not there
iFLEW @ 11:38:00 am
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Oh well's
I've been spending much time with the family these few days, even my sis was surprised at how 'good' I am. Oh well.
Tuesday was my dad's bday and we sorta celebrated it over at my elder sister's hse. 'Sorta' because the actual reason my parents were there in the 1st place was to actually babysit my nephew and nieces, and there was no cake or satay or his fav food (I dunno what, actually). But he got his present, a watch, which he likes. So that's good. Aren't birthdays all about presents?
I dint exactly go up to my dad and say 'happy birthday'.. I hardly do, I don't know why.. I remember in J1, my mum actually called me at school to remind me to wish him that day. In the end I still didn't. I have no qualms abt asking for money from him but when it comes to personal stuff like apologising or saying his cooking was great, it just gets too hard.
As I grow older, I realise I just drift further and further from him.. Like I told some close friends, I think it was really because I see so much of him in me, that it turns me off. I'm stubborn, head-strong, I hate to admit I'm wrong, I am bad at making small conversations, oh my, reeeeally bad at that, and I'm not very good with words. Maybe, I blame him for all these traits, traits I perceived I inherited.
I start blaming him for everything now.
I hope this changes. I know it's up to me to do sthg abt it. I don't feel like doing anythg now, but I just hope when I finally do, it wont be too late. I shall always pray for him. Hey, I wished him "happy birthday" in my heart! Hahaa.. It's something ok.... :D
Anw, I learnt on Tues also that, of all pple to 'talk' to, my aunt's not one. She and my mum are like best friends. I bet they talk abt bra size even at this age. So one day some time ago when I was over at my aunt's hse, I said... my mum cannot say anything already to me to not have a 'kawan' now while I'm studying and giving reasons like oh later I cant cope or concentrate.. because oh well, look at my bro's
ahem.So on Tues over dinner she (my mum) was saying that my aunt asked me "kenaper, Nurul dah ader kawan" lepas tu apparently I "senyum-senyum". THIS IS ABSOLUTELY UNTRUE!! I OBJECT!! I did NOT "senyum-senyum" ok?!!! So she was teasing me lar abt my "kawan" and how "tak lamer lagi lah nampak-nampaknya" (til I get hitched). Sheesh!!! I said "maner ader" quite convincingly I think, and LUCKILY, earlier on the way to the house, I was just talking to my other sis that yea I'm going for honours etc etc, so she helped me out and said "takder lar, dia lagi nak belajar 3 tahun lagi.." Yay!! Hahaa..
But my
other sister, the elder one, was like, tak puas hati and tried to cucuk me some more. She said, "Agaknyer dia yang pakai baju sepasang colour merah tak, orang lain pakai baju biru, gambar atas meja Nurul tu.." She was referring to my FOC Group photo, the frame's on my desk. THANKS eh... Oh well, I think she knows. She, for SOME I DUNNO WHAT REASON, is active on Friendster, and like my Friendster tak obvious gitu kan.. Haha... I just insisted on my innocence, thank god they finally moved on to more comfortable topics.
Ok. I love my anak sedares. And I'm tired now. And hungry. And I hope I can chg my tuition timing to afternoon so I can catch fireworks fest tmr night. And go for reperio bbq on Sat. And I think I got potential to be the next Miss Universe, just ask Katak.
;)
Love!
iFLEW @ 4:55:00 pm
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Iris
No, I'm not depressed or anything.. It's just the after-effects of the girltalk and jiwang songs in ruzanna's car just now.
Presenting to you the newest member of B2B. (Ehh asal B2b and not B3 ah??) It's for Boring Baking Babes btw. I feel loved again...
I've bold-ed up all the words below cos I like every one bit. Warning: NOT FOR THE EMOTIONAL.
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(Goo Goo Dolls)
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
iFLEW @ 12:53:00 am
